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Outside the Glass

Outside the Glass
There was a little girl staring out the window at the rain.

Impatience making her grow insane.

Wanting to see the rainbow,

She stayed sitting by the window.

Hours later she fell asleep,

She woke up and began to weep.

Night had came and she never saw

What she had wanted most of all.

-Ray Nava

The End

The End
As time begins to slow

My anger and sadness begins to grow

Watch me pick up this gun

Pull the trigger and my life is done

Don't even pretend to care

I was living a nightmare

You walked past my pain

Your words going through my brain
You face in my head
As I dropped dead
Look what you did
So, this is the End
-Ray Nava
*Poem was Requested by a Friend*

Help Me?

Help Me?

Why does it seem as if everyone is against me? 

Everyone including my friends and family. 

I am so alone, always keeping everything in my head. 

I never want to leave my bed. 

The nightmares, 

The thoughts that nobody hears, 

They bring me to tears. 

But it is as if nobody cares. 

Can someone please care, 

That I feel as if I'm living a nightmare?       

Is it too much of a fantasy 

To ask for someone to help me? 

   -Ray Nava

Going Insane

Going Insane

I swear the world the world is crashing down on me. 

Trying it's hardest to drown me.  

Thoughts racing inside my head. 

They keep me up when I try to go to bed. 

My tears fall like bullets onto my pillow I need a tissue. 

I can't help but sit here and miss you. 

Everyone walks by my pain. 

I think I'm going insane... 

-Ray Nava

My Reality

My Reality
Why can't I  find happiness?

It is as if I'm falling into an abyss.
The fall never ends.
As I fall it darkens.
Fear over comes me and engulfs me.
I tremble with what my life has come to be.
As I fall, darkness surrounds me.
Closing in.  I can no longer see.
The light is gone and I am lost.
I would do anything to get out, no matter the cost.
This is my Reality.
Can someone please save me? 
-Ray Nava

My Heart Broken

My Broken Heart   

Oh, how much a smile can hide.
Helpless, Confused, and Lonely inside.
Shouldn't I have already shattered?
My heart is broken. Should it even matter?
As a tear goes down my cheek,
I swear I've never felt this weak.
Why does being alone feel so right to me?
Is this how I'm meant to be?
It's like nobody can see,
What has happened to me.
As if my broken heart
Isn't tearing me apart....
  -Ray Nava